You and me
Meant to be?
I do believe
I believe indeed
We have known each other
not like all the others
I believe in you
and in me

PEOPLE

   No post yesterday. I guess I didn't really have time to write one. Nothing really is going on all that much in my life. All though I am not to happy with this one person. I mean they open their mouths thinking they know it all, when really they don't. Like always they had to comment on my relationship, when for one he can barely keep one. The last girl he dated was crazy, and the one he is dating now, well lets just say she needs to shut up to. They both are really making me mad. This guy always says how I'm so annoying and how no one likes me. When in truth the group he calls his friends can't stand him. They are all my friends and we find it really annoying when he shows up randomly. It's like um what are you doing here? We didn't invite you. Sometimes its weird how he even knows we are hanging out. Well I guess this has made me feel better.

TKAM

Writing a blog everyday isn't working well when it came to last week end. School today was alright. My life is kind of boring because of the fact remaining is that the only fun thing in school right now besides the musical is that in english we are reading To Kill A Mockingbird. It is one of my favorite books. We started reading today, and I can feel myself not wanting to put it down. It's just that good, and I love the fact that I get to read it for a second. I loved the book so much when I first read it that I bought a copy for my brother Avery. I need to send it to him still though. He's not much of a reader, but I think this book will make him a reader.

So, I haven't written for a little bit. I'm sitting in journalism waiting for school to get over with. It's been awhile since there has been an after school practice for musical. I guess I'm just bummed because I won't see Scott for awhile. I am so happy that we are back together. He is so caring, and when he looks at me I know that he really cares about. When he's around he makes me feel like I'm the only one in the world. The one thing I don't like is his ex girlfriend. It's like she's this lingering ghost. He knows how I feel about her so he doesn't talk about her, unless I bring her up. I remember how mad I would get when he would stare at her the second time we dated. It's been an on off thing, but the times before were different, we weren't as mature as we are now. I guess you can say we know ourselves better, and I see the way he looks at me and that lets me know that he really has forgotten about her.

New/old bf

   Update: I am dating my old bf. I mean I really like him. Things haven't worked out in the past for a few reasons, but I know we are past that. The thing is it's our 4th time dating. Yeah on and off I know. But, its what ever. One thing that pisses me off is that my friends are always again you two. I just want to say yeah I get it. So I don't have the best track record with guys, and dating, but he's different I know this. I have been the one to hurt him in the past and I don't want to do that anymore, and I don't think I will. He is a nice guy and he deserves the world. At least I think he does. We have liked each other for awhile and we finally kissed last night. I mean its been two years.

Page views

So I see that I have gotten some page views. The thing is they are mostly from Safari. Who all uses Safari? I mean I know a lot of people who do, so is it anyone I know. I mean I never gave my blog out, so it makes me wonder. I don't put my blog sites links out on facebook or anything to mainstream. So it's interesting looking to see who has looked at my site.

To Kill A Mockingbird

  We are going to read one of my favorite books in English and I can't wait. I love this book so much. The plot is just amazing. I love the Characters and it has great theme. It's one book that makes America look like it's educated, lol JKJK. But yeah great book. It's one of those things that I can read over and over again.

Music Music Music

I'm listening to on of my favorite bands, and I'm in English. Any way I am talking about an amazing SD. band called Paradise Fears. I loved them from the first time I heard them. So I like change, but when it comes to music it takes a lot to make me hate one of my favorites. Paradise Fears has catchy lyrics and they are all meaningful, or at least they are to me, and it makes me smile knowing that they grew up like me. Take Sam Miller for instants. He was a debater for his school debate team, and each PF member have been through the National Forensics League program. I was so excited when I had seen them at an interp meet. It was the first meet of the year. It was in Millbank. (Don't ask me if its spelled right.) I guess I have been a fan from the beginning. the fandom still is there, and I love to watch them play, and love jumping for joy as I listen to their music. I guess I just like the hums of the guitars and the sparkle in Sam's voice as he sings. It's great getting to hear them live, and if anybody is reading my blog, check them out. They are amazing!!!

Blogging oh How fun...

So yeah I am one for weird tittles of blog, but my tittles are normally off the wall on my other blogs. I can't help to think about my senior year, and I still think it will rock even though I will be in Hamlin High the home of the Chargers. Yeah weird I know. It seems like a really cool school with really cool classes. I am looking forward to their Astronomy class, and Journalism. My Journalism teacher at Deuel has giving me even more hope for school in Hamlin. I really want to have an amazing senior year and it will happen. I am sure of it. A new house seems to also be a whole new adventure of fun. Maybe I can start up writing a book again. I really like writing and I need to get that back up.

Blog number one

Ok so I know my blog tittle isn't that special. This is my first blog on this site. I can't stop thinking about moving. I love to travel, and hate staying in the same place for to long. I guess I tend to feel trapped with no way out, but I'm leaving my childhood home. So I'm moving from one small town to another. The house I'm moving to is better, and the High School I will be going to has more classes, but it doesn't have the same people. Meeting new people is always an adventure. I talked to my high school librarian and she is bummed that I am moving. She said that she wishes that I wouldn't go. I mean I will have to spend senior year somewhere else without the comfort of home, but I can do it. I have done it so many times before. I know what it's like to be the new kid, and I find it to be fun. It's new set of people in the same old school setting. I guess it's not going to bad. It's just a lot of wonder I have in my head.