Others and Blogs

 I have been reading a blog that have just found it is from ImHere. He gives friendly advice and movie reviews at least those are the blogs that I have read so far. So far I like his blog. I mean its interesting. Mine really doesn't serve any kind of purpose besides me typing when I get bored. I guess mine is more like a journal that I let others read. Which reminds me why do people say its dangerous to blog angry? Not many people read my blog. Well I don't think many people do. All though I happy I have two followers. Maybe it will be my goal this summer to visit other blogs and get ideas on what to do. I don't know I guess that sounds like an alright idea. It's what ever. I will tell you if it works!

BLOGGING RAWR

So I got bored I've been creeping on more blogs. I barely go on Facebook now. Is that weird. Well I don't really care if its normal or not that its just me. Yeah anyways I've found some pretty interesting blogs. If I liked them I clicked Follow and am now following them. So check them out. A lot of these people don't have views. Just take a look at all the blogs I am following and click on them. You may like them. Oh wow looks like this is a really short blog again. I still need to work on that.... Oh well.

a poem by me

Dearly departed
For I have passed
and I am gone
Will I be forgotten
I don't know
Will I be berried
Well I don't know
For there are uncertainties
Uncertainties I cannot control
There are even ones you cannot control
Life goes on
Even when will not
Dearly Departed
I am not gone
I am still here
I will still be here
For at least awhile

GAHH PEOPLE

Sometimes I wish I understood why people did things. So there is this person I know and she keeps on being friends with this other person who keeps hurting her. I think its stupid. I mean if they keep hurting you don't be friends with them. I personally think they are only doing this because they have a dependent personality and I am moving away. In a way she is loosing me and I was like her only friend so its only natural for someone with a dependent personality to find someone else to latch on to. I'm glad its not me, but I don't like seeing people get hurt. She's doing it to herself, and I'm about to say screw it because I can't help someone who isn't capable of helping themselves. I get it I must sound like a major ass right now, but I don't care. I'm just going to say screw and if she wants to come around and tell me that I was right she can. If she doesn't want to talk to me anymore I don't care either. I'm tired of the stupidity and drama and I think without her there will be a lot less of both for awhile.

School

So I'm not as worried as I have been. Finals seem like they are going to go fast. I have them tomorrow so I think everything is going to be fine. My Journalism will even be done in no time. I just need to have my mom get my portfolio later on. I want my portfolio. Well if I can make a copy of it I will be fine. I guess I just want it more for me then anyone else. I don't know why it is a big deal. I guess it just is. The one thing I don't like is that I have all this stuff to be signed. I think it's stupid. That's why there is computers. I just don't like wasting paper. And I feel like these sign out sheets are a waste of paper and time.

GOOGLE ME lol

So I tried googling myself. Well this blog. It showed up on the second page. I am trying to get more views. I feel like most of my views come from myself, so this summer I am going to try to find ways to get people to my blog. I don't know why. It just seems like something I can do. I know my blogs maybe pointless, but they can entertain someone else who is bored. I guess give people something to do. Although I have to work on typing more, and making my blogs longer. I feel like they are not long enough so they have to be longer. I also realize something. I have blogged a lot today. I normally don't do that, but there hasn't been really anything to do in my classes. So I blog to give me something to do. I think it shows how bored I can get. Today is a good example.

Yesterday

I realize how horrible peoples life's can be. Yesterday I met a guy who's life was you know crap, but he seemed happy. His life is good now, and he is out of that time of his life that wasn't great. I mean it makes me happy to see that someone can live through really horrible things and then be fine. He seems really alright, but its surprising to know what happened and then find out he had lived through what he lived through. I can't say he is a friend because I don't really know him. I only know him because of a friend. Al though I would like to get to know him because he seems nice. I mean I hate knowing what I know, and only was able to talk to him for about twenty minutes or so.

Psych Class

         Sitting in Psych wanting it to be over. We are watching a documentary on the Hillside Strangler. I feel like getting my speech done. I guess I just want to get history and Journalism done. I don't like watching a video about a guy who likes torturing women. I mean it's sick, and I can't believe this guy is using multiple personalities as defense. People with multiple personalities tend not to hurt others but themselves. I mean people are dumb and it seems like they will believe almost anything. Legally insane yeah ok! I mean is it hard to fake having that? Yeah I get psychologists had looked into his psyche, but the didn't know as much as they know now. Really how dumb is that. I mean it took them awhile to realize he was a faker.

The Death of me

So Journalism is going to be the death of me. My portfolio is being really annoying. I hate it. I've had to fix it so many times. I had to format it literally of a dozen times. After that I had to make sure that the paper protectors fit each piece of paper. After that I had one more article to write. Yeah ok that wasn't hard, but now I have to write a two page paper about the whole class of Journalism. So far I think I can get a page and a half. I can't wait until finals are done and over with. When they are I will be out for summer and won't have to worry about school until August then it will start all over again.

It's finals week!

It's finals week and its time to stress. My journalism isn't the way I want it. My history project isn't done, and math is going to suck. I'm not to worried about English or Psych. They are easy classes. It's just some other stuff that I'm not to happy about. Oh this is going to suck. My mom isn't helping either. I just can't wait until this week is done. I will be happy when I'll be in Missouri and away from here.

So I am really getting sick of my portfolio for Journalism. I decided to re-due so it would be cheaper on printer paper. It is really annoying having to reformat and reformat, but I think  am finally done with the hard part. All I have to do is print off what I have, and then print off my pictures for it. I think that will be easy enough. Hopefully.

Same and same

  So I thought about something to write about. Ok I was reading this girl's blog and she had mentioned that she was dyslexic, and I thought oh wow so am I. It's pretty interesting how you can run across things like that. She's also a polytheistic religion. I'm Pagan and she is Wiccan. Wicca is a Neo-pagan religion. I found her because I got bored and started to look up all the people who liked this one band on blogger, and it can up with nine including me. They are a pretty great band. I don't feel like saying their name because I've blogged about them before and I don't want to Blog them to death lol

nothing really

Ok so I don't have anything to write about, but I feel like writing. I don't know why that happens. It's like you want to write, but have nothing to write about. Yeah school is almost and I'm happy about that, but I don't want to over write about that. The fact that I'm going to be a senior really not that exciting. I don't I guess I'm just bored and need something to do. I mean I'm done with homework and will work on history tomorrow. SO yeah nothing really much.

school finally comes to an end

Semester tests are coming up. They normally go by pretty fast. I have to fit mine into one day, which actually isn't as hard as it sounds. One thing I like about semester tests is the afterwords. After the tests is always some kind of break. First semester is was christmas break and this time it is summer vacation. With Semester tests you normally have four or five tests one day and four or five the next. It's not actually a school day so you don't have to stay for lunch, and when you are done you can leave.

randomness and stuff

So someone in Germany saw my blog. I find that to be so cool. Today is thursday, and I don't go to school fridays so I am happy. I don't like being in school more then I have to, and now that it is almost summer I'm like yeah. I have eight days of school left. Which is really great. I am already getting my crap out of my locker. I have so much stuff it's not even funny. With that at least I have my umbrella. This summer is just going to be so pack, and I hope I haven't missed rock out doors. I would be really pissed. Just saying. The thing with that is that Scott won't go so I have to find someone else to go with me. It's not really Scott's thing. He might go, but I don't know if he would like it. so yeah.

Just a day of Lena

     The last post was more of a advise type thing. This one is more of a me type thing. So I am in my last class of the day and I am waiting for the day to end. Nothing really all that great happened today. I mean I still miss Scott, but I doubt anyone wants to hear about that. A senior gave me a senior picture of hers. I was kind of surprised. I didn't think anyone liked me enough to give me a senior picture. I didn't think I was that of an in pact. I like being invisible at school. It's a nice feeling with no one really knowing who I am. I like that. I guess I don't really know why. I have a few close friends in school, and a lot more friends out side of school. I get along with older people, out side of school. I guess that is just me.

Body bag choices

    I am almost done with the school day. So at school today we had a mock accident about distraction driving. It is something that can be completely avoided. Distraction driving is but not limited to texting and driving, talking on the phone and driving, eating and drinking while driving, messing with the radio, and picking something up. South Dakota teens have been rated the worst drivers in the Nation. That is not good. I mean I know I am a pretty good driver, but this makes my state look bad. I HAD NO IDEA. your risk of death while texting and driving goes up 23%. Your risk of death of dialing and driving goes up 5%, and as for drinking a pop and driving its about 6 or 7%. That is not good. I mean all of these are avoidable if people WOULD PAY ATTENTION!! Miss South Dakota Loren Vaillencourt had spoken, and her campaign as Miss SD is talking about the dangers of distraction driving. She had her only brother killed because of this. Loren was also on the Daily show talking about this. At last some one is doing something for the good of our people.

     Something really weird happened to me. When I got home I just slept. I normally talk to Scott, but he started work yesterday, so I had nothing to do. I didn't feel tired until I got home. I don't know if it's because I miss him or what. I mean we don't live in the same area. He lives like an hour away from me. We only get to see each other on the week end. It's what ever I guess. We've been making it work and that's all that matters.

Finals are almost here

 So school is winding down. and Scott is working. So It's the final weeks of school. We have projects and finals... Yeah not to happy about that. I want school to be over with, so the fun can begin. I have camping trips and other trips planned. I am wanting summer to start all ready. This summer I get to ride on my first plane. I have never been in one before. So this summer is going to be really fun. Then my senior year will come, and then the scare will come. I'm not worried about that right now though, so everything is fine for now.

WEEKEND WEEE

Ok so its almost time for the weekend. I get to hang with my friends and my boyfriend. My friend Sam is coming over, and we are going to have a movie night at my friend David's. We wanted to go see a movie but we couldn't find any movie we wanted to see. So we are renting. It's going to be so fun. I get to see Scott, and I hope Matt can come because that will just be great. Ok well I'm going to go because school is almost done.

PF 4 EVA

I haven't been on lately and I'm sorry. It is the month of May, and I am hoping that PF is playing at rock out doors. They are the reason why I go. I love their lyrics and catchy hooks. I mean how can you not like you be my vice and I'll write your versa? They are good lyrics, or just you and the pen. Paradise Fears is circling my mind. I mean I really love them. I finally feel that my home state is getting recognized since the whole Watergate thing. We are not only home of George McGovern. NEWS FLASH PEOPLE. We do not live in teepees and ride buffalo. I mean come on. Get real people. That is one of my biggest pet peeves. I mean we have a lot that we have offered this nation, but yet we are a small farm state. We are not big, like New York, and Texas. I don't really care about the big places. Paradise Fears is just so great. They are from a small town in a small state, but they take that with with them, and share their small town values. I LOVE IT!!

Scott, finals, and blah

Ok so I am kind of bored. My Scott has finals and he has his skype up. I know it doesn't make sense. It just makes me want to talk to him, but I can't. I told him to log off, but he didn't. So I'm sitting here with nothing to do, because I need help with my assignment, and it's physics. See I would ask the teacher, but she is out sick today. Scott is the person I go to for help when it comes to stuff like this. I would ask other people in my class, but I don't really care to. Part of that is because I'm lazy. I guess it happens though. It's no big deal. I will get it done later.