December 8th

It is December 8th today. I mean obviously. Anyway, today is the 31st year since John Lennon was shot four times outside of his apartment. One this day, people were disappointed. At first no one could believe he was dead. Mark David Chapman, a Hawaiian man saw Lennon outside, and asked him to sign his copy of Catcher in the Rye Chapman was a lot like the main character in the book Holden Cawfeild. Although I don't think Holden would of killed someone like that. Chapman was an outcast in life. What gets me is why he would want to kill John Lennon? The reason why he did was, he wanted to stick to all the "Phonies". Lennon was not the first person to come to mind that he wanted to shoot. Lennon was just more exposed to the world. He didn't have anyone guarding him. Lennon lived a open life. Today is a day that Yoko has to go through, knowing some wack job killed her love of her life. His son Sean has to go through life wondering what life would of been like if his father never would of gotten shot. This day only reminds them even more.... This day is also my Birthday. I love you John Lennon. May peace be with you, and your music will live on forever delivering your messages of peace love and freedom.

Internets and things

New background on my page. As you can see I put a mew background. I thought it was time for a change of sorts. Out with the old and in with the new. I don't know just something random to say. I like to change my page every so often. It keeps things interesting and less boring. Which it is a blog what more is there? It is pretty plain. I don't really have anything else to add on it. Not a lot of people read me. I guess I am ok with that. They can read me if they want, and if they don't want to good for them. My grandfather thinks that only ignorant people write them, and even more ignorant people read them. I don't see it like though. Blogs give people a chance to voice their opinions, popular or not. A lot of people most likely don't agree with some of the things I have to say, but that is ok.

happiness yes it is

So ok well Zach and I couldn't see the sunset, but that is ok. Instead we watched Footloose the original. He had never watched it before. That was fun actually. After that we just sort of laid there, wrapped around each other. It was nice. The way he looks at me, just makes me feel so happy. It's like you know I am out of harms reach. I don't know how to say it any other way. It's just that sort of thing I guess. There is nothing else I really can say on the topic. so.... yeah

Today in History

Today in history.... 70 years a go was when the bombing of Pearl Harbor took place. For those of you who don't know. I am sure everyone knows about this, but on this day, Japan Bombed  an American Navel Base in Hawaii. Many people lost their lives. This was the event that threw us into WWII. The next day, FDR signed a decoration of war. December 8th was the official day that the Unites States entered the WWII. If the United States did not enter WWII, things could of been different. The out come could of been worse for Europe, maybe even worse for us. The way things happened, they happened for a reason. It maybe hard to think that way, but if you think of it that way, it's less horrible.

To day

To day is Tuesday... not really a big deal. lol. It is on the other hand a big deal because it is Zach, and mine one month. So I know it is girly to get exited over that, but you know it is a big deal. It says hey we are not just one of those flings. A couple people thought I would just be a rebound girl for him. Not true at all. That is way far from the truth. Yeah I know its what people call gross, but I am happy. That is all that matters right. I like to think so. :)

Random rant of the day

It is almost lunch so I thought I should post. I was reading my horoscope, and I find them to be the silliest thing. My friend Cecil always said that the only way that they are right is because we make them be. That means that they can be so vague that we think that they are right. I mean yeah I like to read them because they are interesting, but other then that, that is about it. I mean it can't tell you how your day is going to go. If you read it, and it's bad, and you think your day is going to be bad. Well that is just the power of your mind at work. YOU make your own good days. If a person wants to have a good day then think happy thoughts. Its the power of the mind. It also depends on the people you surround yourself around. If they are people that make you happy, then you normally are going to feel better. Take Zach for example. I love him to pieces. I would not be dating him if he wasn't nice to me. If he caused purposely problems for me, I would not want to be near him. What I am trying to say is life is what you make it. SO if you are one of those people who complain all the time. SHUT UP! It's like what My Chemical Romance's song Na Na Na is about. It's about how people want better for themselves, but all they can do is sit and complain about their lives, and how its bad. Well if it really is that bad then do something about it. God is not going to save you. You have to save yourself. YOU SACRIFICE YOURSELF FOR THE THINGS YOU DO EVERYDAY. Yeah I brought religion into it, but that is my belief. It is covered by the 1st amendment, and so is everything that I am saying because it is not libel or fighting words

Blogging things

So I am thinking about doing something on Fridays called thank goddess its Friday. Basically I am going to write about what I plan to do that weekend, and wish farewell until Monday. I might post stuff on the weekends. It's not that likely though. Then after I say all the things that I am doing that weekend I am going to say why I am happy that it is Friday. It's nothing special, but I am trying to something special for each day. Like today I did Monday Mornings. I am thinking about calling it Monday Morning Blues. I have a idea for Wednesday, but I am trying to think of something for Tuesday, and Thursday.

Monday Morning blogs :P

This weekend was interesting. I most likely should of blogged this weekend, but I did not. That's for the simple reason of not wanting to sound so angry in my blogs. This weekend consisted of nothingness, and punching a wall. Just because I didn't blog, does not mean I did not Journal. They were angry Journals, and you should never blog angry or drunk. Well my morning blog is not very long today, so I am going to get off, and decide what my vs is going to be today.

Friends Things, and Choices

So I have realized something. I am not always going to like the things that my friends do. For example, a friend of mine is dating this guy. I don't agree with it. She can do so much better. I know this, but what can I do? It's up to her to do what is best for her. I can say all I want that I don't like him, but when it comes right down to it, that is all I can do. It is her that decides if she doesn't like him. My problem is that I don't want to see her hurt. I can see that happening. It also comes right down to I don't do things that people agree with. I choose to do things. We all do. Its all as well I guess. You can please everyone some of the time, but you can't please everyone all of the time.

Coke V Pepsi

So I want to start doing something. Everyday I am going to post a blog about to things. One Versus the other, telling how I like something else over another. Then I am going to post this somewhere, and have people read, and leave what they think. Today is Pepsi V Coke.



 I am a Coke drinker. Pepsi I cannot stand the taste. My father has always drank Coke. First of all with Coke, they have different flavors of Coke. I do like regular Coke, but my favorite is Vanilla. Pepsi is just to sweet, and leaves a gross after taste. My boyfriend Zach, says he likes Pepsi because it's sweet. Personally I think Coke tastes like Happy. I mean the fizz of the pop, and then the coldness when it hits your tongue. The smooth taste of it going down your throat. I don't know how to describe it other then Happy. That is what it is to me. Let's go back to Pepsi for a bit. The full name of the company is Pepsi Cola. Pepsi is a cola. Normally when you hear that, it's confusing. This is because IT DOES NOT TASTE LIKE A COLA. Why call it a cola then? It's plain and simple. Pepsi it to sweet. Other Colas do have that taste of Happy. They just hint at it. Pepsi does not even have that. To me when I drink Pepsi. It feels like I am drinking sadness. I know I have emotions drinking pop. Weird lol. Reason why I taste sadness is because of how sweet it is. It reminds me of a sickly sweet taste. Melancholy that is what it reminds me of! Coke was made originally made to make people feel better. Feeling happy, doesn't that make people feel better? So Coke is the preferred ola when it comes to me, and most of my family.