Keith spoiler, and other deep thoughts.

I was watching this movie called Keith. It made me think. This girl was in love with this guy. It did not start out as that way. He had always had a crush on her. Their AP Chem teacher knew Keith was sick, so he did as Keith wished, and set him up with Natalie. As they hung out more, you could see how she started to like him. She had a lot going for her, but she started going through things. Natalie did not know what was going on with Keith. She threw away her relationship with Raff for Keith. I felt for her when she found out he was going to die. The look on his face when she said she made love to him was just this sad look. She promised to spend the rest of his life with him. Which was not long. This movie made me think about my own feelings about Robin. Yes the boy I have been total head over heels with name is Robin. That would totally suck if anything like that happened to him. I have strong feelings for him. These feelings have not been felt in what feels like ever. Maybe they were never felt before. It shows how you can talk to a person over a month and a half's time, and really have strong feelings for them. I mean it kind of was an online relationship. Just two people chatting back and forth through phone and Facebook. We knew who each other were. After all we did go to high school together. Sometimes I wonder what he would think if I told him about these strong feelings. I think he would more than alright with them. It's hard to imagine back in freshman year. The thought of us would have just been odd. Now its a reality. The real meaning of this blog is to talk about how life is short. We never know when we are going to lose someone. Robin is someone I do not ever want to lose so suddenly, and abruptly. It would be crushing.