Waiting

Sometimes when you are waiting for things. It gets to be straining. Like when you tell someone something and you are waiting for their response.. It could either make it or brake it. Maybe things will not change, and they will be the same. Sometimes their is inner conflict. I hate when that happens. I personally have that a lot. I don't know what to do sometimes. Personally may day went pretty well. I am happy. I got out of the house and did things. I am also laying off of pop. Instead I am drinking tea. That is much better anyway. I feel like there is always self improvement. I am trying to better myself right now. Not for anyone, but for me. I am starting to come into myself, and who I am. Its like this girl who did me wrong in 10th grade, well things are not going well for her. I know that she had a bad home life. The thing she did not do that I did was break the circle. I know to better a better I had to do that. By breaking the circle I am beginning to know who I am. Now I am just waiting for other things that have to be waited on. Only time will tell at this point.